A bit of Advice...

STOP LISTENING TO THOSE AROUND YOU AND START LISTENING TO YOUR INNER VOICE!!! AND YOURSELF FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!
This is a very rude and vague comment comes from many ways that I have been bomb-barted in the last month. Its seems very true to me, that people as a species, take a lot of care and concern to those that are around them at a certain time. And Wendy has fallen victim to this MANY times, so I offer no excuse for myself at this point. And we as a species, will take the word of others to be "true" if it is said to us enough. Ex. if someone was to tell me on a regular basis that my hairstyle sucks! I would in vanity believe it to be true...Vanity or self esteem seems to be a very true sensitive issue for A LOT OF PEOPLE< ALL OF US, whether they think or not.

But it seems to me that it is VERY poor excuse to lose friends, or a job, or a marriage, or ANYTHING THAT IS IMPORTANT, which should be the latter or the matter, over a lack of communincation, which leads the cirle back to, listening to others..so many issues I know NOW OF, whether it be in the NEWS, or in a friend conversation, seems to be this lack of getting to know REALLY what the other person has to say. We as a race, seem to quick to judge, and to point right off what we know has happened in the past to hurt us...and I can use many Politcial figures here as well..COLD WAR is a good example of how we really relate to each other....I know I seem like I am going down some Oprah/Maya Angelo road here, but think about it...have no regrets in what you have to say....and try to get to communicate your point, because it will soon be lost.....pick your battles, and if the other side has closed it's gates, then you have to let them. Those who have closed their gates will open another to someone else, but has still not dealt with what they left behind.
If anyone out there is like me..which I doubt, but if you are CUTOS! , I wear my love on my sleeve, and I am pretty transparent.....I'm a creature of talk to me.for if you leave it to others then you may be mis-guided.
Why do think I like Pink Floyd "Talk" so much........if you haven't listened lately you must...maybe it would put some life into perspective.....this goes to so many of my friends right now....and I LOVE YOU ALL.....
As for Wendel....I'm Coming Back to Life.
(and I would like to thank Pink Floyd for those lines.......)